no one answered the phone

I hope he will call me sometimes,but actually he didn't
Sometimes I tried to call him,but no one answered the phone
I wander what he looks like now,but I don't have a new picture
I want to see him by webcam,but he is not on line.

I wanted to tell him I quited that tired job,maybe he hasn't read my blog.
I felt I am silly,no one i can talk with,no one i can touch,even when i was down,no one said"don't be sad,i am here with you.
One day, i had a nightmare,I was walking in darkness,the road was empty,no one there,even I wasn't in dangour,and I wasn't scare but lonely, I just kept walking ahead,even i didn't know where it's and what's going on.

I am great I have holidays during the spring festival,but that means I have a lot of time to thinking more.If I was busy on working,the lonely feeling wouldn't stronger than now,and I wouldn't have time on thinking something.

My relative are kind,they thought I should meet more guys,and asked me to meet their single friend.I met one last summer,I did bcz they insisted, I was cool,speakless on that day,just paid my attention on the food.After the first met,he messaged me a lot,even my relative told him "he is not the tea of my cup".he asked me go out with him,but i refused,bcz I was busy and i didn't want to go out with him.But don't worry,he is going to leave to another city.Last week,my relative wanted to asked me meet another guy,but i said I have to work,and i was not interesting.

I really need a man to care about me,give me a hug when I am sick or I am sad.What a poor nicole!

spice food

I like these fish head,but it's too spice to enjoy it,what a pity!

I quited my job,the boss wanted me work until the end of Feb,but i can't wait,I need some holiday,I don't want to work during the spring festival,so I left.Now I am relaxing,haha~~

update my blog

The sky seems beautiful!

I like these mango juice

soup

My dad's company had a party in the boat,he took his family in.

Pink lady has pink nail


The weather is getting cold,but these socks make me feel a little warmer.


I like the red date tea,sometimes my mum makes the tea for us,she said the female need it,it's good for anaemia. All the women should put on iron for the anaemia.The big one looks better,but the small one make the tea better.


My dinner,eel,seaweed and rice.


Today I drove to hometown by myself,the GPS didn't help anything,no record about the name of my hometown,but I didn't miss the way.They said I am smart,but I know I am not good at sense of direction.